- 2Years Down the Drain -

- 2 Years Down The Drain -

Last 2days, were our 2years of being together. But it was not meant to be. *teary* How I want to be with him again but circumstances doesn't allow us to be together anymore. Im very very saddenned by it! I cried of course. But him doesn't really care hurts me too. He used to hurt me lotsa times. And now i noe ive hurt him real bad but then.... *sigh*

Anyway, this Friday will be our D&D. Not sure whether i'll attend. Cuz im still sick. Saturday, night shift again throughout. Me & Hew will be on rotating night shift for every 2weeks until the newcomers are really hands on with the work then shifts will be normal again. Phew!! Really tired!! But guess, it'll make me focus more on work. I noe ive been overworkin since the breakup 2mths ago hence, im sick rite now. But *sigh*, i dunnoe. i really really miss him! I want him back in my life! No matter how cruel he is, i still want him. Gosh and to think this blog is all bout NEW BEGINNING!!! * Go Mia* *roll eyes*

Hoping to go for more outing with my colleagues. Hoping to noe more frens but due to work, ive no time to socialise with outside pple. Only thru IRC but that's very rare of course. No time to even on pc, except while doin night shift at work, can only checked emails and blogging. No ircs no msn nothin! Chet!

Oklah .... I still have some work left to do. And it's already 5.17am. GTG. Bye pple.....*lethargic*